infected_fairy

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Sat, 15 May 2004 07:14:59 GMT

been bu. many things have happened, only gotten 3 hours of sleep every night this past week and im tired. uh went to the movies today fun bah.

later...

eli

OH joy...

Sun, 09 May 2004 21:15:32 GMT

Today's mother's day and everyone is super duperdy busy, incliding myself. Not that im complaining or anything. I'd rather be busy than be mentally capable of thinking about some things.

Last night really sucked bad, I had some more problems with Jake. Which I hate dealing with. It gets me so aggrivated,sad, nervous, and urgh. I was talking to Alex and she told me something that she has kept in for about ....five-six months now. I was so pissed. I feel like everytime I'm the bad guy in every situation. I'm still confused about what she said. I still don't know if SHE LIKES Jake or if she was talking about BRIAN. *curses* I had to block her in msn,( sorry ALyXx, Still <3 you though..) i couldnt take anymore drama during that time, especially when I was calming down and Jake was finally realizing some things.

Yeah, so we semi-worked things out.. *reads alex's journal* I feel like you guys don't like him ..lol :/ I'm not sure if im laughing to make myself feel better now ;/ beh. I didn't sleep much lastnight, perhaps four hours at the most. ((again)). Beh...I'm not even hungry, this sucks ass.

My right year old cousin has a new laptop...*envies* Anyway, I get my new one soon. Plus dad wants to buy me a new car, im so excited :D. I'm going to visit Highlands University in New Mexico...fun. I'm the represenative for our school...So I wonder if Mrs. Esther is trying to get me to change my mind or just actually wants me to come back and tell the students about it, either way. Yay. I love airplanes <3

Wow, this journal really helps me out sometimes...I can be angry then hate people on here and feel better, but then feel bad,lol.

I keep getting calls from weirdos, im like " go away..." barggh. Our school has a stupid system, every student gets everyones phone number when they register, " for emergencies and for the parents to check up with them " THATS SO STUPID.

ejdjkejsdjfsdfj migrane ...

toots,

3li <- so ballahhh lol..

w0ot

Sat, 08 May 2004 20:14:18 GMT

(1) Your gender: Female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight,
(3) loved?: I think so :D
(4) Want to be?: •shifty eyes•
(5) Your birthday: 16th October
(6) Age you act: .....11
(7) Age you wish you were: I just wish I could of stayed 16 forever ^_^
(8) Your height: 5' 11.5
(9) The color of your eyes: dark brown during the winter/light brown summer
(10) Happy with it?: I want my dad's eyes :O hazel winter/ light green summer
(11) The color of your hair: lmao IT DEPENDS....black during the winter and gay redish brown during the summer
(12) Happy with it?: i dont mind :/
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: ambidextrous, bet you'd never think that eh!
(14) Your living arrangement?: mom,dad, TWO ANNOYING SISTERS, and my step grandMAW.
(15) What's your job: ill be quitting soon! CENDANT!
(16) Piercings?: lip,ears.
(17) Since? my first piercing was uh when i was...uh..14? ( tongue and naval) but my ears since forever...
(18) Obsessions?: HARRY POTTER
(19) Do you speak another language?: Spanish and some french
(20) Have a favorite quote?: " Where'smy jewish bowl..." lmao
(21) Do you have a webpage?: I'm working on a harry potter one right now for some rp, NOT WITH SUDDENLAUNCH or anything, my own OUT OF SCRATCH ^_^ actually its my final project for class haha
DEEP THOUGHTS
(22) Do you live in the moment?: meh.
(23) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: no
(24) Do you have any secrets?: Yep
EVERYTHING
(25) Do you hate yourself?: no, i cant really hate people or things eventhough i may say i do, :/
(26) Do you like your handwriting?: no, all my work is done on computers the only time i actually write was when we had a written test....NO WONDER IM SO SLOPPY lol
(27) Do you have any bad habits?: saying things i dont mean just to get back at a person :/ sucks.
(28) What is the compliment you get most from people?: art, usually people I dont know come up to me and ask if i can sketch out a picture they have on them *shrug*
(29) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: eli and the seven dwarfs
(30) What's your biggest fear?: not being loved, and failure.
(31) Can you sing: Yeah, but eh .
(32) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: *puts on her cool shades* I'm too cool to try to be cool... No =\
(33) Are you a loner?: No, I have friends...
(34) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Yep, id always laugh at my jokes :D lmao
(35) Are you a daredevil?: Only when I'm really hyped up!
(36) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: It takes time for me to believe anything someone tells me, and by the time I start beliebing it they are tired of me not believing it so THERE FEELINS FADE AWAY! *stopms foot/* I HATE THAAATTT
(37) Are you passive or aggressive?: both.
(39) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength- I keep moving on in life, everyone has to do what they gotta do! Weakness- I let everyone step all over me sometimes and it just leads me into this mental mess.
(40) If you could change one thing about yourself? Id like not to expect certain things from people, because they end up hurting me in the end.
(41) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Anyone can be creative...so...beauty doesn't matter to me =\ yep LOVE IT IS.
(42) How do you vent?: ART.
(43) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: At times, if i really care for the person, no. If i dont care then yes.
(44) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Getting a hold of my biological father, I wish I would of taken the chance and just asked him, "why?" *sigh*
(45) Do you think life has been good so far?: It could be worse.But things will hopefully work out.
(46) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: It wastes energy to be angry. And ALWAYS put yourself before others. If you cant learn to love yourself then how can you love another person? :\
(47) What do you like the most about your body?: I like my tummy :D *firmly runs her hand down on it* bwaha
(48) And least?: my cheeks
(49) Do you think you are good looking?: lol..i dont think im like whoa ugly, but not pretty either so MEH Lol.
(50) Are you confident?: on certain things,yep
(51) What is the fictional character you're most like?: =\
(52) Do people know how you feel?: Usually, most of the time im happy unless i talk to certain people who piss me off.
(53) Are you perceived wrongly?: Depends how people percieve me. I don't actually know.

(54) Smoke? I don't like kissing ash trays mk.
(55) Do drugs?: no.
(56) Read the newspaper?: ^_^
(57) Pray?: when i feel the need to.
(58) Go to church? sometimes, i havn't in a few weeks though =\
(59) Talk to strangers who IM you?: strangers meaning off my bl? No.
(60) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Mr. Phooeeey lmao
(61) Take walks in the rain?: I like to, yeah.
(62) Talk to people even though you hate them?: I don't hate people.
(63) Drive? YEp.
(64) Like to drive fast?: yes, especially down newport blvd XD
HAVE YOU EVER
(65) Liked your voice?: yeah, until I heard a recording of me. I sound great in my head, but it resonates differently to other people.
(66) Hurt yourself?: *ignores this question*
(67) Been out of the country?: Yes. AND NOT ONLY MEXICO...actually ive been to england with my aunt more than to mexico...IVE ONLY BEEN THERE ONCE AND I WAS FIVE...:D
(68) Eaten something that made other people sick?: Not to my knowledge.
(69) Burped?: More than likely, though not in public.
(70) Been unfaithful?: Nope.
(71) Been in love?: yuuuuuuuuuuup
(72) Done drugs?: <.< >.>
(73) Gone skinny dipping?: LOL IT WAS FUNNY!
(74) Had a surgery?: A few times.
(75) Ran away from home?: Once, I traveled across the country, chilled with my ex and his friends for about three months then came back.....WELL THE COPS FOUND ME..urgh...
(76) Played strip poker?: Yes, but when i lost one item of clothing i quit lmao
(77) Gotten beaten up?: by a certain family member...
(78) Been picked on?: ALL THE TIME YO.
(79) Been on stage?: Yep. Love it too!
(80) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: i knew who i was going to go on a date with :P!
(81) Slept outdoors?: YEs! on the roof, it was nice...The night was clear and all the stars were shining bright.
(82) Thought about suicide?: Yes, it was horrid.
(83) Pulled an all-nighter?: Oh yes.
(84) If yes, what is your record?: Monday after noon- thursday morning. Depression sucks :D BUT IM OK NOW!! XD
(85) Gone one day without food?: Yeeep
(86) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah,lol.
(87) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Mhm
(88) Slept all day?: I can't sleep that much
(89) Killed someone?: No.
(90) Made out with a stranger?: kissed yeah, made out NO. HE WAS A SOOOOPER STAR....<3 RYAN FROM SLICKSHOES.
(91)Had sex with a stranger?: Nooooooooooooo!!!!!!
(92) Thought you're going crazy?: Oh always.
(93) Kissed the same sex?: once.
(94) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no no no lol
(95) Been betrayed?: yup
(96) Had a dream that came true?: not yet. ;P
(97) Broken the law?: yeah, ran away, they considered it a felony...STUPID...yeah
(98) Met a famous person?: Yeah, many. Mostly from bands, slickshoes,rooney,thrice, blink 182 (lmao, travis is hawt though) Midtown,jimmy eat world, The Ataris, Bottom Lime, At the drive in, ahh those are just some off of the back ofmy head, im sure theirs more ^_^
(99) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: :( yes. a chick :( i loved her very much...but she decided to sleep besides me without knowing...and well...you know the rest
(100)Stolen anything?: stuff.
(101)Been on radio/TV?: Schools tv for announcements, radio on KROQ..and the news back in 9th grade,
(102)Been in a mosh-pit?: YES! I MISS GOING TO CONCERTS AND CROWD SURFINNNGG
(103)Had a nervous breakdown?: Yeah
(104)Considered religious vocation?: wtF?
(105)Been criticized about your sexual performance?: not yet? lmao
(106)Bungee jumped?: FUN lol
(107)Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes, TELL IT TO GO AWAy.
(112)God?: He’s there, I just gotta find him.
(113)Satan?: I dunno. I suppose he is there, but I don’t feel him and he isn’t important to what I do.
(114)Santa?: I was always a cynical child. Always wanted to know why santa had mums handwriting. :P
(115)Ghosts?: Dunno…
(116)Luck?: no
(117)Love at first sight?: maybe
(119)Witches?: !!!!
(120)Easter bunny?: Nope.
(121)Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
(123)Do you wish on stars?: Yeah, sounds stupid but it brightens up a part of me.
LOVE
(125)Do you remember your first love?: who wouldn't...
(126)Still love him/her?: I don't even know, it's hard to say when so many people are in your life and bah.
(127)Do you consider love a mistake?: Love is never a mistake. I think it is just what people confuse with love is what they might take for a mistake.
(128)What do you find romantic?: Walking on the beach late at night just talking to your love and gazeing into the skies dark night *shrug*
(129)Turn-on?: Kisses on my neck drives me wild lmao :P
(130)Turn-off?: sexism. Offensive language. Offensive innuendo. Stupid people
(131)Do you base your judgement on looks alone: No.
(132)If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Flattered, perhaps in time I'll start feeling something for them as well? •shrugs•
(133)Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: Know them, why break someones heart- or yours for something that would of never been there to begin with.
(134)Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: Guys are stupid, girls know how to get a job done :P
(135)Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: I think so. But the thing is, the people I like aren’t hideous, they just aren’t supermodel men. :P but not completely hopeless…<- lmao
(136)Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I know of some, but I wouldn't know *shrug*
(137)What is best about the opposite sex?: Getting different opinions rather than just girls'
(138)What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They are hard headed sometimes and take everything out of hand when it's uncalled for.
(139)What's the last present someone gave you?: Jake Lenins gave me a class ring a few weeks ago. Ummm that's the last one i think?
(140)Are you in love?: Yeah, it's a great feeling. But it sucks how im just here sitting like " okay when am I going to start hurting?" I feel that sometimes love only brings pain, bah, im so negative sometimes.
(141)Do you consider your significant other hot?: *makes sizzling sounds*
(142)What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: um id keep walking? lol I dont stop stare them down and whore myself towards people :/
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
(143)You wanted to kill?: no one.
(144)That you laughed at?: Blake, he thinks he can make fun of me because im corny, PFFT!!
(145)That laughed at you?: Alexlmao
(146)That turned you on?: I'm not turned on very easily- just warning you.
(147)You went shopping with? Ever and Lorene!
(149)To disappoint you?: I was dissapointed when Mike didn't tell me how he was going to finish his school credits, instead of being like " dont feel like talking about it." (( as usual) He says " Dont be nosey." I guess caring for people is being considered nosey now. Great, but what ever rocks their boat.
(150)To make you cry?: My mum, she's sick and wont tell me whats wrong with her, its pissing me off.
(151)To brighten up your day?: ALEX AND KATIE lmao
(152)That you thought about?: My mum
(153)You saw a movie with?: The clique.
(154)You talked to on the phone?: Gabby
(155)You talked to through IM?: Landa
(156)You saw?: Fred
(157)You lost?: Alexandra...
(158)You thought was completely insane?: Katie
(159)You wanted to be?: noone in particular…
(160)You told off?: Ever, *grrr*
(161)You trusted?: my ex, and he broke my trust but oh well LIVE ON.
(162)You turned down?: Jake Lenins last saturday lmao at BOTH PARTIES... hes cool though <3 i just love how hes a kid lol Going to prom with him so wooo OMG prom next week, this weeks was for Valley wooohoooo, next is OV w0ot.

!

Fri, 07 May 2004 01:27:33 GMT

got student of the year *thumbs up* IT Was COOL. but yeah i left work at 10:30 and didn't bother going back in....i hate work now. er. Before it was cool but bah bah shit happens. and yeah

NOW SOMEONE keeps telling me im a "fucking jerk." alright i heard that about 03948934 times....I don't need to hear it over and over again. What a piss off.

ANYWAY. Prom....is....so...close...AHHH!! i love my dress ^_^! OH YEAH my year book will be in soon! im so excited XD! Mrs. Crank, the year book adviSUURR LMao ( inside joke with Kim) said i was all over it..so yeah itll be worth buying. AND OMG SHE SAID THEIRS A PICTURE WITH ME AND MY MOTHER! *blussheess* hahahhaa ATLEAST GINAS MOM WAS IN IT TOO! HAHA! :DD!! I tried to get the secret out of her, for who got the best of and what not....I know I was in two categories..."goofiest" which is so stupid and ill probably get and best smile--AGAIN STUPID. i wanted something cool like.. most shy lmao. thatd be so cool lmao...

idfkjsdfksjfks! IM GOING BROKE I HAVE LIKE 1K in my bank account and I need to buy my laptop :/ i cant wait for payday yo.

toots!<3eli

HOWDY HO HAHA as chucky

Sat, 01 May 2004 04:23:56 GMT

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you....

I got back from hanging out with some rocking morons a while ago. And man, they impacted me so much. I feel like an ass . I don't even know if I should laugh to make myself feel better or just stay still. *shrug* I just ordered some round table so they probably will be over soon (( buds )) and Meh. I guess we'll watch tv, play vdo games and uh yeah...Gina will probably try to get me to take a hit. =\ Anyway, im cool. I just need to get my priorities straight yo. Work is so fun now. Almost 18....YES 18!!! people from school work there...not in the same floor as I, but same building. It's funny, you see this huge clique walking out to lunch and heading to the same place to eat EVERDAY lmao. OH JAZHIEL WORKS NEXT TO MY OFFICE ITS COOL! hhahaha. We're goin go try and get Mark to work up there ^.^;'

I have a meeting tomorrow. Wahh. 10-1pm. Assholes. =| I GET PAYED NEXT FRIDAY THOUGH! which is dandy! and I just recieved my tax returns. Meh, my deadline to pay-off myy first semester is next month. Meh.

OH! I'm processing the pictures of my art and uh my so called photo-GRAGH-fee on Sunday. :D! I'll maybe have them up on monday, soo look out for them ^.^

OH YEAH!! i got invited to another party tomorrow. It's lily's bday ( i think thats her name lmao) She's going to have it at this club (( i have no idead where im going )) BUT SHE SAID IT WOULD BE FUN...so im going to drink and uh laugh and dance with random people! YAY! She's also having a VIP one at a beach club/house next saturday,which i will SO TOTALLY BE THERE *FLIPS HAIR AROUND* TEEHEE haha. shit. I need my prom dress,still. bite my ass and call me your man =\ .

I've been talking to Jake, Gina and Jade a lot..I kind of missed them. So we made a pact that we will talk everyday for atleast ONE MINUTE rotfl. Because you know how i can never be on the phone tha long * ha...ha*lmao

wheres my PIZZAAA AND WINGGGS OMG MUSE IS ON AGAIN! OMG PIZZA IS HERE BRB fuck them lmao gina and mr lenins is heree EVERYONE SAY HI!!

ok ok now worship me <.< lol.

muse reminds me of rufio LOL!

I should go before katie, landa or jenn bash me on their journals lmao. AND BY THE WAY KATIE FUCK YOUR FRIEND JAMIE!!! )=O!!

teehee

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 01:07:24 GMT

Soooo, i dedcided to go to work injured...hahaha which was a great idea, OI I MISS BEING ALL GIDDY! i guess i just feel freshened up. ive been all down and moody and hating everything and everyone that i didnt even notice how it was affecting me, haha the hell with that! anyway, I AM BACK *hits chest* lmao omg my sister bought sandals that uh are raver-like. THEY ARE STUPID :D...anyway, work
YES IT ROCKED, I HUNG OUT WITH SOME NEW PEOPLE AND THEY WERE AWESOME! XD AND I HAD A CHICKEN BACON SANDWHICH FROM WEINERSNITZEL.....thats like my favorite food now, for real..lol JAKE (lenins) CAME OVER FOR LIKE 20 MINS then he took me to rop and picked me up, i finally stopped being a bitch to him, i started to feel bad..lol yeah, so we're hanging out tonite, going to grab a bite then meet the old clique at the movies....XD! i actually wanna watch 13 going on 30, but i think ill do that when noone i know is around lmao. BUT YEAH....OMG I WANNA WATCH THAT CLONED BOY THINGER...looks so rad...yesh... HANNAH IS SUPPOSE TO HOOK UP WITH JEREMEY im soo excited Xd... Yeah I have a party to go to this saturday, Lisa is turning 21, omg shes old ;[ old hag die..HAHA just kidding <3 so were all going to her surprise bday party being held at the RLT Club XD NO UNDER AGE KIDDOS...AND IF YOUR LIKE ME CALL; ever, miriam,gina and I are getting our fake ids friday after work *cough* BUT YEAH! This morning did suck, but im not going into details, i guess its something that i really got tired of putting up with. it was driving me insane (( being all down and er mad lol )) Now all i need is a concert to go to on Sunday, and I'm going to Gaby's Friday... omg just like the olden days weekend for me as fallows ; drink,party;concert and then its monday phooey...lol... OK

<3333333 im off to work on photoshop and make some random calls.

toots.

<3 eli

GOOD MORNING AMERICA!!! lalala..

Tue, 27 Apr 2004 15:05:15 GMT

Wow, that blew my hair back! Ha. So My ankles still retarded but that's okay! I'm going out today around 7 to get my crunk on. Jake( not brian),Johanna,Steve,Trent, Everado,Lisa, and Hannah will be there woooo! sounds like fun! XD So i decided im going to prom in that cute black dress i saw one billion years ago.. XD aha ummmmm..on the 13th i have some meeting to attend for some scholarships i received, cool. Yeah,..OH YES THEY ARE GOING TO COME INSTALL PHOTOSHOP 8 ON MY COMPUTER ON THURSDAY! it so rocks.... *dances* meh meh meh...Mikes ignoring me as usual, it sucks really. But eh, if thats what thinks makes things better then oh well, i dont care to share pain anymore, it kind of- lets see..sucks ass. yeh. I have so much shit to deal with its not even funny =\, oh yeah i need to go pick up my year book XD!!!! eh fuck it.

Eeep

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 17:52:02 GMT

YEP! So my stupid neighbors woke up me with their hideous music. I wanted to call the cops =\ I DIDN'T GET MY BOOTY SLEEP because of them,heffers die!! oooh muse just came on my mp3 playlist, <3 this song makesme hate everyone who hurt me :D. ANYWAY, lastnight, Katie, Clint, and I were in a chat reviving old memories, it was funny. We kept making fun of him for trying to get with Nea ;[ lmao then he got pissed and and and then i felt bad..lol YOU KNOW IT WAS FUNNY CLINT! :P Jebus cabooosy it's been ages since he and I spoke to eachother, like whoa. WE WERE CRUNKING IT UP. rotfl, he called us ghetto ;[. Yes, and um then I called Mike, and as usual we have nothing to say. It sucked. I hate how you feel like you fade away from friends and shit. Yeah. OH MY GOD EVERADO CALLED ME LIKE 3498394 TIMES THAT WHORE! yes, im going to the beach today with BRITT,EVERADO,JAKE (NOT BRIAN/JAKE IDIOTS), MAREE, LIZ,ADAM, JEREMEY ( OMG YELLOWCARD IS ON <3333!) AND JENNY! if you want to join us too bad. haha. Okay, just call my cell -sigh- haha :P *dances* OMG IM A FAIRY.. *flies* weee.
ahahaha okay im like hyper now but pissed hyper, its weird. Urgh i love highlands university <3 ._. k, nuff, SURVEY TIMEEEEE.

Stolen from katie who stole it from AlyyX who stole it from Jenn who stole it from someone else.
I n f o r m a t i o n
01. name: eli
02. single or taken: im pimpin' katie lol
03. sex: Female
04. b'day: Oct 16
05. sign: libra
06. siblings: 2.
07. hair colour: light brown during the summer/ black winter =\
08. eye colour: light brown :/
09. shoe size: omg i have big feet lmao 9.
10. height: 5'11
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? Gina, Everado and im close to Mike too<3
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? im PIMPIN KATIE lmao didnt we go through this already? jebus caboozy.
03. did you send this to your crush? nope
04. did your crush send this to you? nope
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? No.
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? Garnier Fructis!
03. what are you most scared of? being alone.
04. what are you listening to right now? Greenday...haha
05. who is the last person that called you? Everado -hisses-
06. where do you want to get married? somewhere.
07. how many buddies are online right now? 48....lmao all from school except 7..lmao..
08. what would you change about yourself? um, the way i think and say things. I tend to hurt people unintentionally.
f a v o u r i t e s
01. colour: pink, neon green, black,
02. food: omg wahfulls.
03. boys' names: TRENT
04. girls' names: Hope
05. subjects in school: English and Graphics =\ fuck you :\
06. animals: turtles <33333!
07. sports: bowling, pool, and surfing..BECAUSE I SAID SO OK!...
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? i gave myself a bath lastnight lmao
02. smoked? yuh
03. bungee jumped? at this one fair....lmao
04. made yourself throw up? Yep =\
05. skinny dipped? lmao omfg. *thinks about her early years in hs*
06: ever been in love? Yes.
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes, lmao
08. pictured your crush naked? I DIDNT HAVE TO PICTURE HIM NAKED! JKHAHAHA
09. actually seen your crush naked? *snorts* old crushes yes, recent,no. >:[
10. cried when someone died? lmao when my doggy died, i had gotten her like four weeks ago abd phooey.
11. lied? no. *lies* ok yes
12. fallen for your best friend? Yes.
13. been rejected? not yet i dont think. man, i hope not =\
14. rejected someone? yes.
15. used someone?i used my sister once...lmao.
16. done something you regret?YES!! <3 mike im sorry ;[
c u r r e n t
clothes: dark blue beach shorts and a hooters tanktop lmao
music: YELOWCARD PWNS!
make-up: eyeliner
annoyance: neighbors horrid music...
smell: food.. *sniffs*
favourite artist: <.<
favourite group: Rooney, Yellowcard, Meleé
desktop picture: lmao harry potter.
book you're reading: im still on the first chapter for the hobbit, i havnt had time to read lately :\
cd in player: fat music volume 13 lmao
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: omg myself, lmao um, my sister? ew that sounds perverted.
hugged: Jake Lenins
you imed: Mike
you yelled at: Jacob
you kissed: <.< >.> <.< HEY THERE..
a r e | y o u
understanding: most of the time
open-minded: when i want to.
arrogant: no
insecure: no.ok yes.
interesting: no im boring :d
random: lmao...
hungry: no
smart: no
moody: yes--VERY PMS!!! :DDDDDD!!
hardworking: not unless I'm motivated
organized: yes, =\
healthy: i like wahfulls. :D
shy: no lmao
difficult: Yes
attractive: No. HAHA
bored easily: Yes.
messy: at times..
responsible: Yes
obsessed: Perhaps
angry: no
sad: no
happy: Yes
hyper: SI SENOR LMAO
trusting: Yes.
talkative: Yes.
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: Daniel lmao
slap: Hmm, richard lmao
get really wasted with: Mike
get high with: GINA OMG LMAO
look like: like yo mama.
talk to offline: too many people
talk to online: everyone ? :D
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: HORNY no lmao but it sounds cool huh lmao. i am up? ok! *walks away for a miunte/*
all i/you need is: LOVE <3
love is: just the beginning
o p p o s i t e | s e x
what do you notice first: hair <3 and omg their smile. :D
last person you slow danced with: Hm...i think it was Miguel...not sure -ponders-
worst question to ask: HOw tall are you? omg i hate that its like, " TALLER THAN YOU BITCH STFU!" ok.
who makes you laugh the most: lmao....i dont know.
who makes you smile: MIKE LOL.
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: <.< your mom, because shell be like " HAYYY GIIRRRL" blew my hair back.lmao
who has a crush on you: That I know of? Jake Lenins ( not Brian ._.) Jared, and Scott but hes retarded lmao.
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for someone to IM you: yes, im such a dork lol
save conversations: once, i needed the info lmao ;[
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no...
wish you were younger: im young as it is!
cry because someone said something to you: yes. </3>.>
of girls i've kissed: I WASS 13 GIVE ME A BREAK STFU! lmao.
of continents i have lived in: 1
of tight friends: how would i know if they are tight?lmao
of cds i own: a lot
amount of scars on my body: 2
of things that i regret: too many
y o u r | t h o u g h t s
i know: not enough
i want: this survey to end
i have: fingers
i wish: upon a star
i hate: feeling secluded
i fear: being alone the rest of my life
i love: art
f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
01. do you like filling these out: not anymore, thanks alot whore.
02. how many people are you sending this to: none
03. who will send it back: none
04. least likely to send it back: none
05. gold or silver: silver
06. what was the last film you saw at the movies: lmao no comment
07. favourite cartoon/anime: Ren and Stimpy <3
08. what did you have for breakfast this morning: saliva.
09. who would you love being locked in a room with: thats so kinky...STFU.
10. could you live without your computer: yes, but i'd experience withdrawal symptoms
11. would you colour your hair: yes
12. could you ever get off the computer: yeah
13. habla espanol: BURRITO! lol si ;]
14. how many people are on your buddy list: aim - 185, msn - 89
15. drink alcohol: !!
16. like watching sunrises or sunsets: both
17. what hurts the most: my heart </3

• lalalala•

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 19:26:32 GMT

So i just woke up, AGAIN. hahah I called mike, i feel bad... i said id call him back lastnight and uh fell asleep,lol. :\ Everado keeps calling but i don't answer the phone...I don't want to go to the beach today,lol. ITS MY DAY OFF I SEE HIM EVERYDAY AND ITS ANNOYING...but shhh he doesnt know that :\. Uhhh yeah I'm probably going to the movies if i actually get off my lazy ass, i doubt it though. We'll see. so I talked to Blake also, hes a moron- in the best possible way of course. I'm getting sleepy again.. baahh. BUT FIRST LETS GO MAKE SOME WAFFUHLS!! <3
<333333333333333333333 eh-lee.

the perfect guy
hair color: black/dark brown.
eye color: hazel/brown/lightbrown
height: 5'9-6
six pack: nasty..
long or short hair: long! <3 emo hair pwns
glasses: if they are emo glasses, MMHMM. If not, hell naw...:P
piercings: Mhm.
scars: o.O we all have scars somewhere...erm yes!
eyebrows:omg yes bushy ones at that, AND OMG PERHAPS IF IM LUCKY HE'LL Have a UNIBROW bwaha •dies•
big butt or little:little, i don't want a big round fat thing swinging around meh.
chest hair: that's disturbing
buff or skinny: skinny/ semi-buff
funny or serious: both
party or stay at home: party then go stay at home with meh! hahaha does that count? ;[
should he cook or bake: The only man i trust with an oven or anything that has to do with cooking is Emeril...HAHAHA BAM!!
should he have a best friend: yes so i can make his bestfriend jealous, then hell be like FUCK YOU. then ill laugh...not really.lol
should he have a lot of girl friends: I'm the jealous type,unless I know the chicks, then go on ahead!
outgoing or shy: outgoing is fun, but shy is dangerous <33333
sarcastic or sincere: sincere, guys are stupid. They think they say the funniest things •takes out her riffle• stewpid men...
should he watch chick flicks: if he's a woosy..or if i wanna watch them XD
would he be a smoker: no, i dont like kissing ashtrays. Plus their teeth get all nasty. And urgh nasty...the end..
would he drink: yes, but not EVERYDAY...
would he swear: Everyone swears.. What the fuck ;\
would he play with your hair: <3 that's hawt, so yes.
one or more girls at a time: I said the perfect man, NOT THE PERFECT PIMP..
bad boy or good boy: by the time i'm done with him he'd be a good boy gone bad...ahahahaa im great, damn im cocky too XD.
would he kiss on the first date: yesh.
where would you go to dinner: Olive Garden or TGI FRIDAYS <3
would he bring you flowers: I don't know?! lol uh a single rose is HAWT but a lot of the other bullshit is phooey,lol.
would he lay under the stars with you:yes <3
would he write poetry about you: YES, <3
would he call you hunny or baby: both, but not all the time, because that would be annoying... very fucking annoying...
would he hang out with your friends: Yepp, not ALL the time though...haha
would you hang out with his friends: mhm.
will he walk you to the door at the end: actually id walk him to my BED. HAHAHA Ok no :\ or yes? lmao.
holding hands: <3 yes.
soccer:no
baseball:maybe, i like baseball. :D
basketball:no
football:no
water polo:no
surf:uh huh!
skateboard: yessss
snow board:maaybe.
sing:yes.
play guitar: yeah
play piano:lol.......shut up...lol...
play drums: yeah
clean his room: =\ yeah and no,
paint, draw, sculpt: <3 yes
write his own music: yes.
use the word dude: uh-huh.
use the word tight: id slap him :D so no.
watch the sun rise with you:<3 yes.
what kind of car does he drive: ...he'd drive ONE. lol
how old is he:17-21.

beh

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 01:16:46 GMT

I didn't go in to work today, again. Erm, but they forced me to fo to ROP today, it was funny for like a second then yeah no. People are stupid, yeah. I don't feel like saying much about me right now. So lets see something that will keep me busy for a bit. AH I know.......

Today…today is our anniversary, the anniversary of Elizabeth and me, the night we met. I can still remember that night …..

…. there was a cloudless sky, the moon was full and brighter than usual. I was taking a stroll around to clear my head following a night of my usual indulgence. After I had wandered around for a bit I came across a subtle sweet scent in the light breeze flowing past me. I was compelled to follow the scent like a child to mischief. The scent lead me to a beauteous lady, her smooth hair ran down past her waist, it was shimmering under the moon's gaze. I was in awe of her green eyes as the wind changed its course and her jet black hair pinned back by a black velvet rose floated in the breeze.

There was a knock at my room door. "Come in" I said clearly. My sister opened the door, her walkman faintly pumping. She looked at me blankly before she muttered "Dinner's ready". Before I could say anything she had disappeared back into the shadows of the hallway. I pushed my chair away from the desk, stood up and started to walk down the hallway to the dining room. As I was walking I began to think about Elizabeth again, her deep green eyes, her heart warming smile, her look of innocence …..

As I watched her from the shadows I noticed a tear fall onto her dress. It was a long elegant purple velvet dress in the style that the King's current mistress seemed to favour. It draped over the garden seat that she was leaning back in. "You know, I can see you, standing over there in the shadows, behind the tree." her voice though low and clear, failed to distract me from my entranced gaze. She was trying to stand up when I said "I apologize for staring so, Madame, please forgive me."

Just thinking about Elizabeth brought a tear to my eye. I arrived at the dining room; the smell of roast filled the room as Alyssa, my sister, entered the room with roast beef, roast potatoes and roast carrots. Before sitting down at the table, I went down to the cellar to take out a bottle of white wine. After I had come back upstairs to the dining table I poured Alyssa and me some wine. "This roast looks quite rare, Alyssa". Alyssa glanced at me then looked back at the roast as she laid it down on the dining table and started to carve up the roast. I watched the blood trickle down the roast and onto the white dish. I was reminded of watching the crimson blood trickle down Elizabeth's pale throat …….

"I forgive you….please can you help me?" Incredulously I moved on silent feet to her side. While I helped Elizabeth to her feet, she turned to look up at the moon. The movement of her head allowed the bright moonlight to reveal the faint stream of blood trickle down her white throat. Involuntarily I gasped with horror as the realization of what had happened came to me. I knew that she had only moments to live, and suddenly I understood her tears.

One of the candles was blown out by a sudden gust of wind that seemed to have come in from the window like the memory of an omen. Alyssa started to serve up dinner as I stood up to re-light the candle. The familiar feeling of ennui washed over me as I realized yet again that it was Alyssa, not Elizabeth that I was sharing dinner with. I was irritated that Alyssa had decided to make it rare, indulging her taste for blood even though she knew that since Elizabeth, blood had begun to sicken me.

There was faint mocking laughter echoing through the trees. A callous whisper echoed on the breeze "You were delicious, Elizabeth". Despairingly I looked down just in time to see the last tremulous flutter of her breast. As she breathed her last breath I whispered "Curse this dreaded vampires blood, that flows through my veins timelessly". I unpinned the black velvet rose from her hair. Its lingering scent reminds me of her yet.

....

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 05:41:02 GMT

haivng another break down... I don't think I can go to work today. too much is on my mind..
eli

OH wow thanks for your support!

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 00:15:02 GMT

You know what I hate? When I come home tired and look forward to talking to my friends and tell them some exciting news (( if any)) then they come back at you and throw it in your face like your a piece of shit. I mean what the fuck. If I wanted my self esteem shattered i'd let you know. Damn. Now I shouldn't even be called eli, perhaps I should be called a Money hungry capitalist pig, OH YES! THAT'S IT! LOVELY! Fuck liers. Fuck their hypocrocity.(•sp•) I'm so pissed now. OH and dont bash me on your away messages. Atleast call me whatever you think I am, but don't do it when im gone.

yeah pissy mood, i'm going to go out with some friends tonight- I need to get out of here and stop depending on my heart. It's taking me no where. Bowling and some pool, and perhaps a little more for 4/20. I don't know.God. Die. I'm so out of here.

Meh

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 03:16:23 GMT

So I havn't had much time to update this. But it's not like anything is new. •sigh• Another argument with Mike. I know he's probably reading this. But Mike, I do care a lot about you. Wishing things doesnt change the way people feel about you or anyone. HE was a blast from the past, nothing i'd actually go back to. If i wanted to be with him I would of taken him back. And what you said to me lastnight ment so much to me, thank you...

I'm out of things to say for now, I'll update whenever I feel like theirs more you guys should know.

</3 eli

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 23:39:16 GMT

Spell your first name backwards]: ile
[The story behind your live journal user name]: their isnt one..
[How old?]: 7-teen
[Where do you live?]: California
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[Wallet]: Black with a one up design on it...
[Jewelry worn daily]: Jelly Bracelets, lip ring? uhhh... my star necklace that I got from Erika XD
[Shoes]: Hurley looking chucks, vans, or one of my ranbow colour converse... :\
[Cologne]: Ralp or Liz Sport..
[Piercings]: 1 right side of my lip, 1 on each of my ears.
[What are you wearing now]: Light Pink Dickies with my Black and Pink Stripped shirt :/
[In my head]: What the fuck?
[Wishing]: Love
[Talking to]: myself
[Some of your favorite movies]: Bio-Dome, LOTF, Grease
[Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months]: College, friends, Mike, and my own place!
[The last thing you ate?]: Gummy Bears
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]: Not being loved. (( Right on Jenn!))
[Do you believe in love]:Yes, it means the world to me. Too bad I'm not getting any of it right now ;[. Men suck anyway!
[Do you believe in soul mates]: no
[Do you believe in love at first sight]: no
[Do you believe in forgiveness]: always
[If you could have any animal for a pet]: a squirrel, they are rocking.
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: Chilli-CheeseFries, Gummy bears, and Japapeno/hot chips.
[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: Love, people, and the stars.
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: Ricky.. :[
In the last 24 hours, have you:
[Cried?]: Yes.
[Bought something?]: Yes
[Gotten sick]: No.
[Sang?]:Mmhm
[Been kissed?]: Good night cheek bye bye kiss? Yes. (( my little sister rotfl))
[Felt stupid?]: me? PFFTT NEVER! haha
[ you loved them, but they didn't?]: Yes, even as of now. phooey on me!
[Met someone new?]: Yeah, this guy Scott from work..and Jade.
[Moved on]: No,
[Talked to an ex?]: I can't face my ex's, I miss looking at them though...But i'd have a break down if I did... ;[
[Missed an ex?]: Yes, very much
[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]: Yep!
[Had a serious talk?]: Today
[Missed someone?]: Yes,
[Hugged someone?]: Mhm!
[Fought with your parents?]: My mum..-sigh-
[What type automobile do you wish you drove?]: A PINTO! OH YEAH! bwaha not really :/
[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]: ..both
[Where is the best hangout?]: Brea Mall or at The Lucky Strike
[Do you have a job?]: Yes, I just started too!
Have You Ever . . .
[Eaten an entire box of cookies]: Yes, you know..those individual boxes.. JENN YOU LIE LIKE A DAWHG!
[Been on stage]: YES! XD! My freshman and sophmore year rawked!
[Seen the Eiffel tower]: YEs, on tv and pictures...ahaha
[Hated yourself]: Yes
My Favorites
[Song]: My name is Jonas- =W=
[Color]: Pink/ Neon Green (( depending my mood!))
[Color to wear]: ALL!
More Random Questions
[Any stuffed animals]: Yes,
[Summer camp]: Many, Woodleaf being the best!
[Pepsi, coke, or dr. pepper]: WHAT HAPPENED TO ORANGE SODA!?
[Chocolates or flowers]: Ballons XD
[Sugar or salt]: Salt, it clogs arteries =D
(More) Have You Ever . . .
[Been in love]: Unfortunantly yes.
[Been so drunk you blacked out]: I wouldn't remember if I blacked out? durrr.
[Went out in public in your pajamas]: YEah, I look niftah in them too so fuck you haha.
[Set a body part on fire]: That one hand fire trick thing shit i do..if it counts..:/
[Had an imaginary friend]: No, I hate myself i'm not skitzo
[Called or seen a psychic]: I called Jenn lmao.
Do You . . .
[Want a tattoo]: On my shoulder blades and wrist.
[Ever have the falling dream]: A lot
[Have a computer in your room]: Yep!
[Have any regrets]: I regret a lot of things...Like hurting people and falling for lies. -.-
[Are you happy?]: No
[Are you talking to someone online?]: No
[Are you ready for this survey to end?]: *shrug*
Do You Believe In . . .
[Yourself]: Yes
[Your friends]: Yep
[Love]: Yes
[Destiny]: No
[Signs]: No
What would you do . . .
[If you have 10 mins to live]: I would tell the person I love how much I love them then I'd look out into the ocean until my time has come..
[When and who was your first crush]: Um, 8th grade, Joe. He was a hottie.
[What do you first notice about the opposite sex]:Maturity and the sluts they hang out with, I am so judgemental (( jenn lmao))
[Your idea of a perfect date]: Anything that includes looking out into the ocean and holding hands is good enough for me!
[How romantic are you? [1-10]: 1
[Biggest turn-on]: Being told "I love you," and "You are so beautiful." and and " You are the best thing that has ver happened to me,"
[Have you ever been sent flowers]: Yes. <3
[Memory/thing you miss most]: Being embraced in Ricky's loving arms.
[What'd you do yesterday]: went over to Jakes with G'g.
[Last person you talked to on the phone]: Mike
[Last thing you said]: " Wrong number!"
[Last song you listened to]: It's my life- No doubt.
[What do you sleep in]: Eh depends,
[Occupation you want]: Be a top producer in the Graphics Industry or a Lawyer...YEAH ODD I KNOW -.-
[Favorite drink]: *shrug*

Lalala

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 03:30:44 GMT

I can't seem to stop moving around.. * lalalala bouncy bouncy bounce* i slept, went to work and to the mall with some friends now im here..SHORT ENTERY I KNOW --DEAL WITH!!

*wabbles away*

Good day gone bad? Hmm..

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 23:01:59 GMT

Today was a great day at work. I met a lot of new people which is cool, except the office im working in most of them go from the ages of 20-2zillion years old...While Everados is mostly teens, lucky heffer! Yeah I finished my training today, it's eaaassy. Plus I have a meeting with the corporates tomorrow so wish me luck XD.

Oh man, so I have an hour lunch at the same time as Everado, well Im like HEY LETS WALK TO JACK IN THE BOX since its just right across the street kind of-- well I did it to waste time also, since in a car you get there in like a min....so were walking * lalal walk walk* OH YEAH I BUST OUT WITH MY hurley looking chuks oh man they looked so cool! hahaha So so lala walk wlak then we cross..and like perverts look at me and say all thse perverted things...I WAS LIKE LIKE WHAT YOU SEE? GOOD CAUSE YOU AREN'T GETTING IT...ever...seriously...ever lmao ;[ Everado called me a moron but oh well hes bi what does he know.HAHA JUST KIDDING...(( i know you're reading this eve)) rotfl.....

I'm kind of getting tired...ZzZzz...I didn't sleep lastnight again..woopteh freaking dooo!!

Eh I got home and had to deal with my grandma and uncle (( For those who dont know them....They hate me :) and probably wish I would die..))

So this ugly freeloader son of a whore gets up in my face and pushes me..I mean im in a goood mood and all but no he just has to burst my bubble. Hes like, " WHY DID YOU TAKE MY CIGGS FROM MY ROOM" Im just thinking whoa there brush your teeth and I laugh and go pass him... * lalalalala keeps walking *** again..he cuts infront of me and repeats himself...FIRST OFF I WAS WORKING UNLIKE YOU, SECOND OF ALL THE ONLY REASON ID GO IN HIS ROOM IS SO KILL HIM....((( harsh? No...)) Then I yell at him and tell him what he knows ( You're a 47 year old low life who lives off his mother and has to live with his older bro because hes a fuckup too lazy to do piece of crap....) -sigh- Even typing it out pisses me off. Then he goes to my sister and yells in her face, " Why did you take my ciggs" - eli's sister- ;;; is scared and starts crying a river;;; UGHHHHHH then I defend her and my grandmother laughs and dares to ask me " what was that I didnt hear you!" AND SHE CLAIMS TO BE A 'CHRISTIAN ' how sad.... Yeah I don't feel like saying any more of that.

Now im just listening to music (( full blast)) To annoy them hahahahaha and if they open my door ill throw my heel at them, Ive done it before and don'tcare if this time it stabs them in the eye :DDDDDD

OK ENOUGH HATING, WHERE IS THE LOVE? Hahahahahaa

I'm outtieeeee

payce!

<3 eli

Gouragh!

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 06:49:28 GMT

I don't know if it's this week or what but I fucking hate everything around me. I can't stand anyone smileing, looking at me or being friendly. I want to just kick their ass. God fucking die. I have never been so irritated. I hate caring for people, especially when all they do is ignore you, or call and act like assholes, then hang up on me (( Yes you Adam, asshole!)) I swear you guys are on a 'lets piss the fuck out of eli' Spree or something. I hate it!!

You know where you feel all down and all you want to do is cry your heart out, feel like no one understands you yet they are always like- OH YEAH I KNOW WHAT YOU MEan,--- its like no bitch you fucking dont know what I mean!

My family has been driving nuts all this week. My uncle being the worse, I hate him, I can actually say I hate him...It takes a lot for me to hate someone but he is that evil. I hate when he smiles at me, I hate when he looks at me, I hate the way he says my name. I hate the way he startes at me when I walk away, I hate the way he breaths, I hate the way he hurt my mother, I hate the way he hurt me. I hate the way he left a scar in my life....I hate him...

I'm sick to my stomach. I want to fuking break something or ughhh god who knows what else I'd do. I already know I wont be able to sleep again. I hate how I started work off...

I'm going to try to avoid contact with anyone this week not including Everado,Jake, Cassandra or Gina. To my surprise you guys actually make me laugh and not think about shit.

Everyone else I'll talk to you Monday, or Sunday Night. (( Except Adam, <^>))

</3 eli

Oh what a day..

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 02:36:07 GMT

Erm yeah, I went to work today. It was alright I guess...I'm one of the youngest working there- WAIT NO I AM THE YOUNGEST Blah. I actually knew some people there and Everado applied he's starting work tomorrow. Cool shit, yeah what ever. I'm not really in a typing mood right now.

I feel like im pushing myself away from everything and everyone I love, maybe it's just my mood changes, I don't know. It's just frustrating. I sat for like two hours staring at my wall as if I were awaiting for it to giveme an answer...Pathetic I know.

I don't know I must be scared of finally living my life without my parents...Which will be in a few months, then I'll have to adjust to my new sorroundings, and by then I hope to see Mike.

;sigh; Shitty shitty shitty. Shitty days rub onto me quickly, it's sad really.I think I'll just listen to music and lock myself in my room for the rest of the evening/night.

Gouargh! Fuck. I forgot James, Gina and Jake are coming to pick up some ASB crap...gahhhhh. DIE HEFFER >:/ * random thought*

Oh the only bright side to my day--- My lip piercing did not close, I'm very please with that, eventhough it hurt like a bitch to put it back in...Yeah.

I guess I'll write more whenever I start feeling better, or if I just get bored.

Bye now,

</3 eli

Kinkeh!

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 01:47:43 GMT

Whoaaaa! Today was so bolie! It rocked! Well not the begining...So my mom drives me to Everado's place because we both want to take the bus to the beach, I thought, okay cool new expirience, why not. Well on the way there my mother and I are just talking and catching up a few things...Everything was all dandy until I asked her if I could barrow 50 bucks, I'd pay her back when I get payed next week. Whoa that woman flipped, * as my mother * DO YOU REMEMBER WHO YOUD SPEND ALL YOUR MONEY ON? WAS IT ME? YOU DONT NEED MONEY! * as eli* Um, Can i barrow some money? * elis mom* YOU WERE SUCH AN IDIOT WHY DID YOU EVEN GIVE HIM YOUR EVERYTHING * as eli* ; cries like a bitch; by then we get to Everados place so I run into his house without saying anything to her...Yeah my first part of the day sucked anus....

... So Everado and I are walking across the street to the bus stop, we turn and see this guy with purple glasses tight pants and a sombrero licking his lips and looking at us.. and all Everado can say is ' Get rid of the glasses man.' im like over here feeling violated and ALL HE CARES ABOUT IS THE GLASSES!? rotfl hes an ass.

Weee so we ride the bus to the beach, SUNSET BEACH TO BE EXACT *vroom vroom riding the bus lalalala* then all of a sudden some 19 year old looking guy steps in Everado drools and decide to make an ass out of himself * as Everado* YOU LIKE SUCKING DICK ON THE BUS? WHAT? ...his random sayings....sometimes are scary... * eli* WHAT THE HELL! * 19 year old guy* ;;; smiles and sits by us;;; * as eli* - plays around with her rainbow wrist band- HAHA WHORE! :D

OKAY SO WERE AT THE BEACH ... and Everado and I are running around in circles like idiots...then this ass decides to throw me in while i was wearing my jeans and tank top.. My ass still hurts by the way.. Anyway, OH YEAH we took pictures..He wore eyeliner it was sexai. So i swam and did my thing in my jeans...lala fun fun then i get hungry...sooo we end up going too Jack in the Box which is across the street (( CONVINIENT!!)) We order some food...blah blah we eat and talk then this like OBESE LADY walks in ...and Everado once more opened his big ol mouth ' Lady you don't need Jack in the Box Subway's across the street.' THAT WAS SO SHITTY....YOU ASS >:/ it was funny though (( and no she didn't hear us! ))

Oh but here comes the most fun part of the day.. We get on the bus and annoy the shit out of the people and bus driver in there.. I couldn't stop laughing...I kept talking to Everado then he'd be so loud and say shit like ' excuse me, stop talking to me...I don't know you?' * looks out the window all serious* Then I just crack up like a mad man and make an ass out of myself..AHHH GOSH! I'm so wonderfuhl. Oh, this mariachi looking guy was trying to hit on me, i almost cried.....LAUGHING. :| Man, today was really fun...Yeah I have sand in my shoes it's nasty, I should shower soon...I was hoping to talk to Mike soon, but I guess he's asleep.... >:/ <3 Sweet dreams :D ahha oK!

Yes...I begin working tomorrow, GOURAGH! Hey atleast I'll have money eh? XD

I'll update you on anything else later on tonight!

KEEP IT REAL HOMIE * as that one guy from american pie *

<3 Eli

Holy Macaroo!

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 06:30:08 GMT

Three posts in one day, must be a record! ahaha. I just finished watching The Simpsons... :) then I got bored and looked through Landa's Journal...where I found this Survey that will keep me busy for about thirty minutes...Hoooraawwwhh!!

Start
][ What time is it?: My clock is still wrong but, um..It says 11:49...
][ What is the date?: April 11th?
][ Why are you fillinq this out?: I can't sleep and need something to keep me up....houar houar.
Favorites
][ Number: 16
][ Color: Neon Green
][ Season: Summer
][ Holiday: April Fools
][ Month: June
][ Day of the week: Saturday
][ Grade so far: Early Graduate
][ Class: 2004? rotfl... Drawing and Painting IV
][ Teacher so far: Mr.Deckard
][ Drink: Minute Maid Orange Soda
][ Food: Chicken Alfedo
][ Fruit: Strawberries, Cherries, and Watermelon!
][ Veqqie: Carrots and Tatos!
][ Tv show: Queer As Folk, Ren and Stimpy
][ Radio station: 106.7 KROQ...(( I just listen to their talk shows at 10 pm..they rawk! ))
][ CD: My #1 Mix CD :/
][ Animal: My turtle...turtle :|
][ Clothinq store: Beach Access, and The Electric Chair
][ Ice cream flavor: Almond Chocolate Mocha
][ Breakfast food: Hot Pockets or Waffuhls
][ Way to have fun: Painting/Drawing, Reading, RP'ing, going to shows, and walking down Bristol...ahaha...
This or That
][ me/you: me
][ aol/aim: aim
][ cd/cassette: CD
][ dvd/vcr: DVD
][ radio/cd: CD
][ slow dance/freak dance: Depends with who....LIKE WITH JENN FREAKDANCE ALL THE WAY BAYBEH! houar!!
][ jeans/khakis: jeans
][ jacket/coat: Coat
][ leather/pleather: pleather
][ sparkles/bronze: sparkles
][ sexy/hot: sexy
][ car/truck: car
][ civic/acura: I <3 my Civic ;[
][ corvette/camero: Corvette
][ strong/weak: depends
][ upset/pissed: upset
][ tall/short: tall
][ lunch/dinner: dinner
][ abercrombie/hollister: I own an abercrombie shirt :D its sexai.
][ gap/old navy: gap
][ nsync/bsb: THE BACKSTREET BOyS ARE HOT... * sarcasm giggle*
][ britney/xtina: Britney Spears
][ love/lust: love
][ Gone in 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: Gone in 60 seconds
][ Inside/outside: * thinks naughty thoughts* inside..
][ Lipstick/lipqloss: lip gloss
][ Silver/gold: silver
][ Peircinqs/tattoos: ...both
][ Football/basketball: baseball so I can roll around in the dirt..ahaha.
][ Thunder/lightning: lightning
][ This/that: this
Friends
][ Best girl friends: Gina, Katie, Jenn, and Cass.
][ Guy friend: <3 Mike, Everado, and Richard XD
][ Do you qet along with people easily: depends....Do you have money? :D hahaha k...* serious note* Yes..
][ Why?: Because i cant help it?
][ If you could date any person, who would you date and why?: MIKE, but he hates me right now.. and Um because I love HIM. But he's over there and i'm over here so phooey on me. :/ ...and if you mean a sooper stah i'd love to have my hands on orlando bloom...;creams;
][ If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date + why?: Talena from Kittie, or Jessica Biel.. Cute! XD
][ Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: Alan and Omar...
][ Most likely to be a stripper: Jake lmao...
][ Doctor: Lilliane
][ Stay at home mom: Cassandra
][ One you'd travel across the world for: Mike :/
][ Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: Ian
][ Who has the nicest parents?: Maury
][ Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: Everado!
][ Who is the most like you?: AlyXx
Past
][ If you could take back one thinq you did, what would it be and why?: Hurting Mike, because I upset him and I don't want to since I care about him ; runs to landa arms wide open;
][ Do you have any reqrets?: Yes, quite a few
][ Last thinq you said: It's cold.
][ Last song you heard: Muzzle - Smashing Pumpkins
][ Last person you talked to on the phone: Mike :|
][ If you could qet back toqether with an ex, who would it be and why?: Ricky, he made my life worth living...
Present
][ What are you doinq riqht now?: Talking to IAN and reading The Hobbit...and tis survey, I'm talanted!
][ What cd is in your cd player?: Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
][ Are you cold?: YES!
][ How are you sitting?: on a chair indian style
][ Is there music on?: Radio Show...
][ What time is it?: 12:14..it lies though..
][ Where are your parents?: Sleeping
Future
][ How old will you be when you qraduate hiqh scool?: Didn't we go through this already? Early Graduate *throws sign* ....7-teen.
][ Are you going to get married?: Some day...
][ Are you going to have children?: Yes...
][ If yes, how many?: Depends, not soon though...I don't think?
][ What will you name them?: Girls: Hailey, Avery Boys: Brink, Trent
][ Do you wanna qo to college?: I'm enrolled for this fall..
][ Which college?: The Art Institute
Have You Ever
][ Drank: ..Yes
][ Skinny dipped: Hahahaha twice...
][ Prank called the police: I'm emo, id shitmyself before I can say Hello. :|...NO!!
][ Been followed, ect by the police: Yes, but maybe that's because I had a bookbag on an it was 10:30 a.m...
][ Met someone from off the net: yes
][ Been in a fist fiqht?: yeah
][ Punched your siblinq/parent?: My uncle when he punched my ex...
][ Wished you'd die: Everytime anything goes wrong, yeah.I'm emo, what's your excuse? :/
][ Tried to commit suicide?: ...;sigh; Lets not go there.
][ Broken a bone?: yup
][ Driven illeqally: yup
][ Thrown thinqs at your parents?: roses when they got married lmao
][ Ran away: YEP! Across the Country...
][ Filled out a survey this long: longer and funnier ones :/
Others
][ Write in cursive or print?: both, i suck at them too!
][ Riqhty, lefty, ambidexterous?: both
][ What do you think of rainbows?: I think of my wrist band...
][ Do you have any tattoos?: no
][ If not, do you want any, and where?: Yes, my shoulderblade and my wrist...
][ What do you think of eminem?: No..
][ What do you think of britney and justin?: They had sex? :D
][ If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: San Diego, New York City , or Miami.
][ Do you drive?: yheep!
][ Like milk and cookies?: ARE YOU CALLING ME FAT...yes..
][ Ever worn black nail polish?: yep
][ What color nail polish do you have on?: neon green ;[
][ If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: to read people's hearts. ;x
][ Do you do thinqs even when your parents say no?: Yes sometimes.
][ What's your favorite song to "rock out" to?: too many to chose one!
][ Those ALWAYS make me want to dance: That ' im too sexy for my shirt...too sexy' one...WHAT'S THE TITLE OF IT!? ANYONE?!?!
][ Ever taken anythinq from a hotel?: a business card? lmao
][ Did you talk to you crush/bf/qf today?: I DONT HAVE A BOYFRIEND! ;winks; haha i dont though ;[ I talked to my 'crush' or yeah except he didn't want to talk...sad really. :/
][ Do you think this is stupidly long?: NO YES....YEs...ok yes..
][ Did you like it?: 'it'? ..
][ Why/why not?: because.
][ Do you like me for this?: You have more time on your hands than I. YOU ROCK! ahaha ;\
Finish
][ what is the time?: 12:29..IT STILL LIES..
][ what is the date?: The same
][ why did you just do this?: I was BORED but thanks to a crappy ending IM STILL BORED..and not sleepy...just hungry :/

Whooo! That was um, great. I wonder how many people will care enough to read my answers. :D

Yeah, I'm going to get a snack and play some online games until i pass out.

PEACE 0ut

;hits you in the back of your head with her emo glasses;

Lies, lies.

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 01:52:34 GMT

Gouaurgh. I can't sleep. It's 6:50, I feel like phooey! When I thought nothing else could go wrong-it does. How fucking shitty! Right now all I really want to do is talk to Everado...But is he home? Noooo. Crap. I need to stop coming online so much. It's a waste of time and all I get out of it are misunderstandings and heart breaks <^> the net.

I came on here hoping to get tired of my bitching and well uh hopefully fall asleep afterwards. It's kind of working, just the only problem is my pain isnt easing. Which bites a huge one...

Okay now im pissing myself off remembering shit. WOOOWW I hate being such a shitty person! :)

Bye,

</3 Eli